Letra October de Brandon Beal original

Me and my baby had something that was gonna last.
I never thought that she had, cause she was the one for me.
But that led to me going out like every weekend with another shorty creeping like she was nothing to me.
And it was like May when baby went away.
Around June I knew I was so in love with you.
Around July you had a (surgery?)
And it was like August, when I felt that we were just slowly starting to fading away.
And you made a decision when September came.

But as it got colder, cause October she said that it was over.
(My ride to die, my future wife, walked out my life)
October, I never thought of you saying that it's over.
(How can I go back in time, erase my October)
October.

Speechless, that's all I'm really left with cause I can't find words to explain how I ended up like this.
If I can do it all again before I decided to take a chance.
And jeopardize my relationship, here's what I would've did.
See baby in May, you would've went away.
Cause in June I could've have spent so much time with you.
And in July I wouldn't have a heartbreak.
Than in August, I'd get on my knee and I'd ask you 'Would you marry me?'
Then you would've never looked for love again.

But as it got colder, cause October she said that it was over.
(My ride to die, my future wife, walked out my life)
In October, I never thought of you saying that it's over.
(How can I go back in time, erase my October)

So tell me how I get back where I started, where I started.
Somebody tell me how I get back where I started, where I started.
It's like 31 days into May. (May)
And then June and July I threw away. (Ay)
In that short amount of time, you sneaked away from me.

As it got colder, cause October she said that it was over.
(My ride to die, my future wife, walked out my life)
In October, I never thought of you saying that it's over.
(How can I go back in time, erase my October)