Letra Suicide Vigil de After The Eulogy original

Time and time again
Ive tried to erase myself one last time
One less mouth that wont cause nausea
its looking beautiful now
I cant control
From the inside out I can see myself
I can yet change
Not for what Ive done but for the failure that I reek of
This failure
Failure
That I failure that I reek of
I'm becoming more anxious with every hour I let by
I'm still trying to dissect the filth that I call myself
Yet you keep pushing me
Betrayed
Today is the your last day
Learn how to count your blessings
Scratched form truth
How I became you
To push hard
To push you I shall
I shall give into lies
I shall dissect the envy from you to be heard
I shall never believe you
Ive failed
No pity
From you