Letra I Remember When de Strung Out original

I stand alone ??? you offered me ??? your power shine for all of us to see leave me hangin on to the things that could have been and leave me lonely with this note till i remember when i remember when the child ??? i remember when the adult killed the child inside i remember when yes i remember when i remember when yes i remember when all my nights are lonely, and all the cries that were never heard all taught me a big lesson that love is a big word always told me look be honest, see the upper hand what those words did to me is put a bullet in my head